Blast from the Past

October 4, 2009

It’s dreary and cold outside, and I’m exhausted, and T left this morning and my house is empty for the first time, and everything hurts, and the baby won’t nap or stop crying, and I just don’t have the energy to do anything but the necessities with him, and I don’t see the point in doing my laundry or cleaning the house, and I have a to-do list that won’t quit that I can’t even start, and I just can’t believe I’ll never see or speak to Bryan again, and I don’t want to to be alone but I don’t want to see anyone, and today should have been an exciting day because we would have had two weeks left until he came home, and I just can’t accept that he isn’t still just deployed and this will all end soon and he will be home, and I am breaking and I just can’t do this.

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