It’s been a while.
I’m in love. And life is different.
Not bad different, not better different. Just amazingly, astoundingly, perfectly different.
I am happy.
Honestly, I’m not sure where this blog is going to go from here. My life is so busy, in the most beautiful way. I am in a longterm serious relationship, I am pursuing my (finally!) realized dream career, Little Man is active in sports. We are doing amazingly well. I feel calm amidst all the craziness.
Don’t get me wrong, grief still rears its ugly head. It always will. I miss The Hubs so much. But now, I don’t view grief as such an ugly being after all. It’s beautiful. It means he is still by my side, it means my past is still with me, it means my love is still present, it means that no matter what, no matter how much I grow or how far I go, I will always be connected to him and carry that special piece of my heart with me.
So, past and future combined in this one amazingly resilient heart, I am happy.